Where
would I have been without libraries? Scarcely literate. I never had a lot of
money as a kid. My parents lived through the Great Depression and were tight. I
learned early not to be a spendthrift (or miser). To this day I know a twinge
in my gut when I shell out cash for a book. Online purchases make the pain
abstract, so I remind myself to be strong. The other day, after much internal debate,
I ordered the fat (624 pages) critical edition of Basil Bunting’s Poems recently published by Faber &
Faber. While I was on the web site, mouse in hand, I almost ordered C.H. Sisson’s
translation of the Divine Comedy, which
I read last year – thanks to the library – and Dana Gioia’s 99 Poems, another library loan, but I
was strong, at least until book-hunger strikes again.
Later
this month we’ll observe the centenary of Anthony Burgess, a writer who stirs in
me mixed reactions. I met him once, in April 1971, at Bowling Green State
University. I was an eighteen-year-old freshman and Burgess, at fifty-five, was
approaching the zenith of his fame. Less than a year later Stanley Kubrick would
release A Clockwork Orange, his
botched adaptation of Burgess’ 1962 novel. He read from his upcoming novel, M/F, and I was star-struck. I still admire
Burgess’ industriousness, his learning and linguistic verve. I read Earthly Powers (1980) several years ago
and enjoyed it. I’ve read little that he published after that, but he was an
old-fashioned bookman, a solid nut-and-bolts professional. In person he was
charming in an Irish sort of way, a gifted talker and literary raconteur. In Urgent Copy: Literary Studies (1968),
Burgess collects the essay “What’s All This Fuss about Libraries?” He doesn’t
like them. They are “monstrously unnecessary.” He writes:
“I’ve
never been able to think of a library as a thing to be used, nibbled or eaten
piecemeal. A library encloses, and any one of its items seeks to possess the
brain that approaches it: the things are alive and malevolent.”
I
have never felt this way. There’s nowhere I’m happier or more at home than in a
library; more, even, than in a bookstore. I still feel that little-boy tingle
of greed and incipient satiation as I walk through the front door. Libraries
suggest Borgesian universality. Thanks to Dewey or the Library of Congress, I
can act on any bookish whim, find any volume I want, even if it means filling
out an interlibrary loan request. The internet, invented by Borges, makes book location
and acquisition even more effortless. But Burgess partially redeems himself:
“I
prefer my library at home—and I mean a library, not just bookshelves in the
sitting-room. I've bought these books, or, if they’re review copies, neglected
to sell them: they can be ravished, defaced, spent pagemeal in the privy,
arranged in disorder, lost and found again, used. But there ought not to be too
many of them: that way, the shelves mount to the ceiling, library steps have to
be imported, a simple classification system begs to be given a trial. Soon you
start filling gaps, hungering after completeness, throwing out tattered paperbacks,
judging things you once loved unworthy. That way madness lies, or rather the
horrible sanity of the institution.”
"I learned early not to be a spendthrift (or miser)." Very Aristotelian. "[Purchase books] to the proper extent, for the proper reason, at the proper time, while being pleased thereby." Perversely, sometimes one refuses to purchase a book precisely because one ought; when the purchase is an obligation, a mysterious resistance arises in the will . . . On occasion, when the opportunity arises, it requires self-discipline to purchase a book one prefers not to. Oh the remorse for failing to buy the book, as one drives away from the bookstore; when paying 50% more, the next month. Virtuous purchase habits require discipline, therefore, to expend the requisite funds. I am sooooo pleased I bought Hill's six volume commentary on Boswell's Life of Johnson, even though the purchase blew the budget; had to be lugged back from Blackwells; made the heavy carry-on, very inconvenient. Now, though, one smiles with satisfaction, turning the pages: the pleasurable reward of virtue.
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