A dedicated reader’s vision of the good life: “To live with lucidity a simple, quiet, discreet life among intelligent books, loving a few beings.”
Fat chance, but one tries.
I once asked my mother what kind of job I could get that would pay me to read
books all day. She laughed, less at my naïveté than at the sheer witlessness of
the question. She was nine years old when the Great Depression started. At
best, reading was a hobby, like stamp collecting. Her laughter stung but my
mother, who was not much of a reader, was correct. It was the fantasy of a boy
with a miniscule grasp of reality, though one entertained by a novelist
approaching age ninety:
“I would read all day long
and well into the night if there were no other claims on my time. Appointments
with doctors, with the dentist. The monthly bank statement. Income tax returns.
And because I don’t want to turn into a monster, people.”
That’s William Maxwell in
his 1997 essay “Nearing Ninety.” He went on to express his only regret
associated with death: “[W]hen people are dead they don’t read books. This I
find unbearable. No Tolstoy, no Chekhov, no Elizabeth Bowen, no Keats, no
Rilke.” Maxwell died in 2000, two weeks before his ninety-second birthday. The
last book he read, in the final months of his life, was War and Peace.
The passage at the top was
written by the Colombian savant Nicolás Gómez Dávila (1913-1994), known to
admirers as Don Colacho. He never attended university. He was the rarest sort of
autodidact – one who never grew grotesque with self-acquired learning. He never
sounds defensive. Such a stance would have been beneath his dignity. The
library in his house in Bogotá contained some 30,ooo volumes. His German
translator Martin Mosebach visited Gómez Dávila and wrote:
“The library was a small
hall with bookcases from the floor to the ceiling. Books completely covered a
long table, and were even piled up underneath the table, as if they were
growing out of the floor.”
Don Colacho reminds us
that the most obvious things stated matter-of-factly often sound miraculous: “The
only indices of civilization are the clarity, lucidity, order, good manners of
everyday prose.” Don Colacho trims all fat and ornamentation. His practice is
the opposite of most writers’. He never mistakes bulk for worth. A sampler of
his thoughts on reading (which are often simultaneously thoughts on writing):
“The ‘common reader’ is as
rare as common sense.”
“Only he who suggests more
than what he expresses can be reread.”
“Each new truth we learn
teaches us to read a different way.”
“How to read is the last
thing one learns.”
“A book does not educate
someone who reads it to become educated.”
“The pleasant book does
not attract the fool unless a pedantic interpretation vouches for it.”
“An authentic reader is
someone who reads for pleasure the books which everyone else only studies.”
It sounds fine, to read all day long and well into the night; but to do it again the next day, and the next, for ever--terrible. Books alone would lose meaning without relation to life, and not life in the abstract but learned blow by blow. It is a relation which the reader alone can complete. With meaning lost, the other pleasures of reading would fall away in turn: meaning is the keystone to the arch.
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