Call it
coincidence, if you must. It’s certainly not a theme I was looking for.
Formerly a guilty pleasure, Walter de la Mare now is a pleasure without
qualification. I’ve shed my sophistication and surrendered to his voice. On
Friday, in a borrowed library copy of Poems
(1906), a title – “Autumn” -- caught my
eye. I wasn’t expecting verse about the death of a child or, perhaps, childhood:
“There is
wind where the rose was;
Cold rain
where sweet grass was;
And
clouds like sheep
Stream
o'er the steep
Grey skies
where the lark was.
“Nought gold
where your hair was;
Nought warm
where your hand was;
But
phantom, forlorn,
Beneath
the thorn,
Your ghost
where your face was.
“Sad winds
where your voice was;
Tears, tears
where my heart was;
And
ever with me,
Child,
ever with me,
Silence
where hope was.”
De la
Mare is often pigeonholed as a writer of verse for
children, and he was – but much more. Inevitably I was reminded of a former
newspaper colleague and his wife. Their infant son died on Father’s Day more
than thirty years ago. I’ve never attended so sad a ceremony. It moved me to
reread Peter Dr Vries’ greatest novel, The
Blood of the Lamb (1961).
On the same day
I was reading de la Mare, I read X.J. Kennedy’s first collection, Nude Descending a Staircase (1961), yet again.
I remembered “Little Elegy,” with the dedication “for a child who skipped rope”:
“Here lies
resting, out of breath,
Out of
turns, Elizabeth
Whose
quicksilver toes not quite
Cleared the
whirring edge of night.
“Earth whose
circles round us skim
Till they
catch the lightest limb,
Shelter now
Elizabeth
And for her
sake trip up Death.”
But I had
forgotten “On a Child Who Lived One Minute”:
“Into a
world where children shriek like suns
sundered
from other suns on their arrival,
she stared,
and saw the waiting shape of evil,
but could
not take its meaning in at once,
so fresh her
understanding and so fragile.
“Her first
breath drew a fragrance from the air
and put it
back. However hard her agile
heart
danced, however full the surgeon’s satchel
of healing
stuff, a blackness tiptoed in her
and snuffed
the only candle of her castle.
“Oh, let us
do away with elegiac
drivel! Who
can restore a thing so brittle,
so new in
any jingle? Still I marvel
that, making
light of mountainloads of logic,
so much could stay a moment in so little.
The Listeners has haunted me since I read it in tenth grade English 22 years ago. Walter de La Mare work is greatness hidden in plain site.
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