“Books are home. I mean home in the sense of being lost in the reading of them, living within their fictions and intellectual arguments. But even before the actual reading, books are home in the sense that a house isn’t a home unless it’s lined with books.”
By this
definition I was homeless as a child. I remember a set of the Childcraft Books.
Volume 2 was worn and the spine was cracked: “Storytelling and Other Poems.” My
mother had old hardbacks without dustjackets of Anthony Adverse, Green
Dolphin Street and The Grapes of
Wrath, the bestsellers of their day, and my father had a crossword puzzle
dictionary. Most reading was confined to magazines and newspapers.
Faith Bottum's column in the May 17 edition of the Wall
Street Journal is titled “Houses Without Tomes Aren’t Homes.” I
agree but it recalls how often as a newspaper reporter I would visit someone’s
home to interview them and see only the absence of books. Sometimes the television
remained on while we talked. None of that was part of my story but I would
leave feeling a sadness for opportunities lost, curiosity stifled, perhaps
lives stunted. Reading is one of the ways we are human and probably what Bottum
means by being at home. Hers was unlike mine:
“My parents’
house in Hot Springs, S.D., was a ramshackle Victorian, filled with books—maybe
15,000, on every topic I could imagine. Nineteenth-century literature wrapped
around the dining room. The guest bedroom got modern poetry. Science fiction
crowded the schoolroom, with reference books relegated to the living room and
children’s books lining the sun room. Mysteries and 20th-century theology and
more were in upstairs bedrooms and hallways.”
Sounds
idyllic, yes? I feel envious but that, of course, is a waste of time. Starting
as a twelve-year-old with a newspaper route, I rectified things and bought my
own books (supplemented by frequent library visits). “Do we ever outgrow our
childhood’s sense of what a home should be?” Bottum asks. “Maybe, but when it
comes to books, I don’t want to.” This week I was reading Kipling again. Here
is a stanza from his “Sestina of the Tramp-Royal”:
“It’s like a
book, I think, this bloomin’ world,
Which you
can read and care for just so long,
But
presently you feel that you will die
Unless you
get the page you’re readin’ done,
An’ turn
another—likely not so good;
But what you’re after is to turn ’em all.”
Few books in my home growing up, either. My mother was a fan of Reader's Digest Condensed Books (which is better than nothing, I guess) which, I think, she borrowed from someone else. The most serious book I remember my father reading was H. G. Well's "Outline of History." Other than that, nada.
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