Since the time change it gets dark earlier – always, ridiculously, a surprise – and I stepped outside after dinner for a brief walk in the neighborhood. The air in the evening in Houston is cooler and less oppressive, like an autumn day in the North. The moon was in its waning gibbous phase with a soft yellowish haze around it. Without thought I remembered the opening of Henry Vaughan’s “The World”:
“I saw Eternity the other
night,
Like a great ring of pure
and endless light,
All calm, as it was bright
. . .”
Long-time serious readers
will recognize the phenomenon. You’re going about your quotidian business, not doing
anything especially literary, and a line or phrase or scene from a book, often years-old,
will bubble to the surface of the mind. Vaughn’s poem has always reminded me
that the simplest commonplace things can be charged with wonder. The moon is a
rock in the sky. The moon is a dazzling gift to any conscious soul who sees it.
Joseph Bottum wrote on Twitter the other day:
“The first test of
greatness for a book: Once read, it has the power to recur to the mind,
unbidden. And the equivalent is true for any work of art, isn't it? Great art —
once heard, once seen, once encountered — has the power to recur to the mind,
unbidden.”
The neighborhood a few
miles to our north turns semi-rural with vegetable gardens and chicken coops,
no sidewalks and few streetlights. On the north-south street we occasionally
see someone, usually a young woman, riding a horse. I’ve never ridden a horse
and have never spent much time around them. Among the cars they look vulnerable and
somehow noble, and I remember the scene in Crime and Punishment in which
Raskolnikov dreams of a peasant beating to death an old horse with an iron bar.
I shop at Wal-Mart only occasionally,
to buy a new pair of blue jeans. I don’t like shopping anywhere but Wal-Mart manages
to offend on multiple levels. Invariably, I remember Eric Ormsby’s “Microcosm” (Daybreak
at the Straits and Other Poems, 2004), which concludes:
“There are double stars in
the eyes of cyclonic
Spuds shoveled and spaded
up. The dance
Of Shiva is a
cobbled-soled affair –
Hobnails and flapping
slippers on the disreputable stair.
Yggdrasils
Germinate on Wal-Mart
windowsills.”
Being a reader turns memory into an obliging literary rolodex.
My recurrent poetic refrain via Thomas Wyatt: “ They flee from me that sometime did me seek..”
ReplyDeleteMy subconscious contains a jukebox filled with every song and lyric I've ever heard. Songs play continuously and unbidden just below awareness, often delivering up lyrics that comment wryly on my situation. Greatness is no criterion for inclusion, as it contains many ad jingles and television theme songs from the 1950s and 60s, including ads for Ajax and Bab-O cleansers.
ReplyDeleteI'm with Faze - along with a fair amount of unsystematic Shakespeare, my head is full of such treasures as the Mr. Ed theme, snatches of dialogue from the Bob Newhart Show and Sanford and Son, and a line from a PSA that stands with anything E.E. Cummings ever wrote: Isn't it true / That sniffing glue / Can damage your liver and kidneys?
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