“We
had stopped at a gas station, under the sign of Pegasus, and she had slipped
out of her seat and escaped to the rear of the premises while the raised hood,
under which I had bent to watch the mechanic’s manipulations, hid her for a
moment from my sight.”
In
his first book, The Carpentered Hen
(1958), John Updike sketches a familiar American type, “Ex-Basketball Player,” the one-time
athlete whose life peaks at eighteen. Flick is now a grease monkey and precursor
to Rabbit Angstrom, who is playing basketball when we meet him in the opening
pages of Rabbit, Run (1960). Updike
writes:
“Flick
stands tall among the idiot pumps—
Five
on a side, the old bubble-head style,
Their
rubber elbows hanging loose and low.
One’s
nostrils are two S’s, and his eyes
An
E and O. And one is squat, without
A
head at all—more of a football type.”
Elizabeth
Bishop also visits an Esso station in “Filling Station”: “Somebody / arranges
the rows of cans / so that they softly say: / ESSO—SO—SO—SO / to high-strung
automobiles.” Bishop seems offended by the oiliness of the gas station and the
family running it, while sensing a certain shabby-genteel poignancy (“Why, oh
why, the doily?”). Humbert, too, with his snobbery and anxiety about the
whereabouts of his companion, knows a “dull discomfort of mind,” as does his detail-minded creator:
“Well--my
car had been attended to, and I had moved it away from the pumps to let a
pickup truck be serviced--when the growing volume of her absence began to weigh
upon me in the windy grayness. Not for the first time, and not for the last,
had I stared in such dull discomfort of mind at those stationary trivialities that
look almost surprised, like staring rustics, to find themselves in the stranded
traveler's field of vision: that green garbage can, those very black, very
white walled tires for sale, those bright cans of motor oil, that red icebox
with assorted drinks, the four, five, seven discarded bottles within the
incompleted crossword puzzle of their wooden cells, that bug patiently walking
up the inside of the window of the office.”
2 comments:
What a lovely posting. In "Gas," I see the never-to-be-recovered past, and I become both happy and sad. Perhaps that reaction comes with being a certain age. I would rather not associate "Gas" with Humbert Humbert, which is a subjective reaction because of my annoyance with _Lolita_, but I imagine Professor Myers will enjoy your homage to his favorite 20th century novel.
Bishop's Esso station is just down the road from where I live in Nova Scotia. Great Village remains a sleepy village with a subdued response to the great poet. A wonderful poem.
And there is Tom Waits' "Nighthawks at the Diner" which pays tribute to another Hopper painting.
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