Perhaps it’s age but I find growing satisfaction in resolution. I like stories that conclude satisfyingly, often ending where they started, with the distance covered in between being the important part. I feel the same way about most music. You can keep the dissonance, chords that leave you hanging. I’ve grown more aware of cycles. Not cosmic. More prosaic than that – the migration of birds, the hustle of squirrels in the fall, kids returning to school. There’s a Scriptural subtext to Bill Coyle’s “Autumn” (The God of This World to His Prophet, 2006):
“Harvest time. The circle
is complete.
Time to crush the ripened
fruit for wine.
Time to grind the gathered
grain for bread.
“Tru to form, the geese
pass overhead,
Giving us the ‘V for
Victory’ sign
Even as they beat their
long retreat.”
When he was seven years
old (he is now thirty-nine), I took my oldest son to a nature preserve near
Albany, N.Y., where the rangers were leading a twilight walk into the marshes
to witness the spectacle of frog courtship. The frogs were Hyla crucifer,
peepers the size of postage stamps with a pattern of ill-defined crosses on
their backs. In April, males serenade females – a more reliable gauge of
spring’s imminence than the return of the robins. At that latitude, spring
returns incrementally.
We carried flashlights, fifteen
or twenty of us, and approached the booming in the night. Though tiny, peepers
en masse, thousands of them, are almost deafening. Even when we shined our
lights on them, to watch their throats balloon as they called, they ignored us.
Everyone laughed, out of amusement and astonishment.
Then another, more raucous
sound began, impossibly, to drown out the peepers. It was past sunset, black
without the flashlights. Directly overhead, flying no more than 25 feet off the
ground, a flock of Canada geese honked like drunken saxophonists. In the dark,
I felt privileged, disoriented and a little scared (the combined volume of
frogs and birds was overwhelming). The darkness and the noise created an
illusion of closeness, as though we were indoors, and again everyone, kids and
grownups, laughed.
In Walden, Thoreau
described “the circling groping clangor of some solitary goose.” Multiply that
by dozens, and add the steady basso of the peepers. His journal is filled with
references to frogs, including the genus Hyla, but he made relatively
few observations of geese. Concord, Mass., is at the same latitude as Albany.
On April 30, 1852, he followed the sound of the peepers and noted:
“It seemed to be a note of
alarm. I caught one – It proved to be two coupled. They remained together in my
hand. This sound has connexion with their loves probably.”
The bachelor Thoreau on
the sex life of amphibians: “their loves probably.”