“To spare his brother from having to endure
Another agonizing bedside vigil
With sterile pads, syringes but no hope,
He settled all his accounts, distributed
Among a few friends his most valued books,
Weighed all in mind and heart and then performed
The final, generous, extraordinary act
Available to a solitary man,
Abandoning his translation of Boileau,
Dressing himself in a dark, well-pressed suit,
Turning the lights out, lying on his bed,
Having requested neighbors to wake him early
When, as intended, they would find him dead.”
Another agonizing bedside vigil
With sterile pads, syringes but no hope,
He settled all his accounts, distributed
Among a few friends his most valued books,
Weighed all in mind and heart and then performed
The final, generous, extraordinary act
Available to a solitary man,
Abandoning his translation of Boileau,
Dressing himself in a dark, well-pressed suit,
Turning the lights out, lying on his bed,
Having requested neighbors to wake him early
When, as intended, they would find him dead.”
It’s a technical marvel, of course, a grammatically
flawless, eighty-seven-word sentence, but more than that. It’s about mortality, dignity and
self-reliance, a variation on a human experience all of us will face.
1 comment:
Thank you for publishing this wonderful reflection by Anthony Hecht. He always had an admirable ear and an exquisite style. His "narrative impulse" is brilliant throughout his career--even his earliest poems have the heft of both magnificence and "relatability"--even his comic poems have weight and his poems such as "The Book of Yolek" and "Sarabande on Attaining the Age of Seventy-Seven" have great elegance of diction and narrative heft.
He is in my top ten list of poets born in the 20th century. I typically do not like "top-ten" lists because they tend to reduce greatest to a popularity contest but when one has to choose what to reread, such a list can be an aide de memoire.
Thank you.
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