Especially
good is his description of dealing with a customer, “a tall woman . . . richly
dressed in furs.” The encounter is memorable enough for him to call it “my first
awakening.” Anyone who has ever worked in retail will recognize the impotent frustration,
the sense of injustice, he feels when serving a difficult customer:
“She gasped deeply
and then let me have it. She gave me a tongue-lashing that drove the blood
swiftly to my face. She heaved, rocked, tossed, and creaked —like a ship on the
high seas. In vain did I try to protest, to explain—nothing doing! My father refused
to come to my aid. He stayed where he was and attended to another customer. Finally, with a very
well enunciated `Stupid!’, she strode haughtily out of the store, as I sighed in deep
relief.”
Malamud’s father
doesn’t come to his defense. He says, instead, “My son, now you have learned
the business man’s first law. The customer is always right,” which is
approximately the last thing in the world a teenager wants to hear. Malamud adds: “I learned
the first law of business that night, but somehow I felt that I had learned
something else.” He learns about human beings, their grievances, casual cruelties and
self-centered pettiness – essential knowledge for a writer of fiction. Malamud
has already alluded in his essay to Wordsworth, Beethoven and the Old and New
Testaments. Now he cites an unexpected forebear:
“Samuel
Johnson learned that it was good to be honest from his mother; a thick volume elaborating on
the subject didn’t teach him anything new. I learned that it was good to be
honest from my parents, but experience with dishonest people and the knowledge
of the consequences of their dishonesty taught me more than a thousand books.”
I doubt that more
than a handful of high-school students in the U.S. today could articulate such morally
savvy sentiments – or cite Johnson as a source. Malamud closes his composition
with a prophetic exchange with a meat salesman:
“`I bet,’ he said,
taking a bite of the apple and pointing his pen knife towards the window at the
figure of the beggar, `vat you see in vun day, und vat you hear in vun day from
dese people—you can write a leetle book about.’”
“I nodded—only I
thought, `I could write a big book.’”
“Life! from behind a
counter.”
A brief
digression: When I was few years younger than Malamud when he wrote his essay,
he was probably my favorite fiction writer. The
Natural (1952) never much interested me because it dealt with baseball and myth,
two subjects that continue to bore me. But I read and reread The Assistant, The Magic Barrel (1958), Idiots
First (1963) and The Fixer (1966). I loved Bellow but when I tried to write like him, the result
was a ridiculous pastiche of Bellovian gestures. I thought I could write like
Malamud, but soon Malamud was no longer writing like Malamud. Often the later
books are embarrassing – strident, plodding, even on occasion inept. But in The Assistant, the former grocery clerk wrote
his “big book.”
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