It’s
a shameful admission but I’ve taken to talking to myself, and my sons have
caught me at it. No hallucinations accompany such speech, no imaginary friends
or prime directives to “get the bastards.” I’ve always sung, whistled and
hummed as forms of one-way expression, and as a writer I read my copy
half-aloud, moving my lips to gauge the sound – a practice I often encourage young
and inexperienced writers to adopt. I’ve tried to remain conscious of this
newly observed behavior, and have concluded that the driver behind it is simple
and entirely non-pathological: pleasure. Most often I’m repeating flavorful words.
I suck on them the way some people suck on hard candy (on the cover of Blue Train, John Coltrane sucks
pensively on a lollipop, not a reed). When a good word or phrase comes along, I
savor it, reluctant to let it go. I’m greedy for word-satisfaction. I’ve never
thought of words as exclusively utilitarian. That would be like watching a
televised symphony with the sound turned off.
Eric
Ormsby, a sybarite of sound, suggests in his essay “Poetry as Isotope: The Hidden Life of Words” (Facsimiles of Time, 2001): “Poetry is made up of words
and words are sounds. Poetry is sound before it is anything else. This is easy
to forget. Indeed, this little fact is more usually forgotten than remembered
by poets themselves, and it is why much of our contemporary poetry is so
unmemorable.” Who can imagine sucking the toothsome marrow from the lines of such
poets as Robert Bly or Gary Snyder, whose words are oatmeal – possibly good for
you, but appallingly flavorless. In his same essay, Ormsby rhapsodizes his
medium:
“In
poetry the immediate pleasure is physical. Recurrence, repetition, pattern,
design, account for much of the pleasure we receive from poetry; these
returning patterns correspond to something in ourselves, to something in
nature. They correspond to the rhythm of things. They echo the beat of our
hearts, the pulse in our throats, the cadence of our breath. They reflect
larger sequences of recurrence: the alternations of night and day, the
succession of the seasons, the elemental speech of natural processes; the
voices of rivers or of oceans; the various dialects of the winds; the
articulated and recurrent cries of birds.”
The
other day my fifteen-year-old son, who plays trombone, asked me the origin of gig in the context of jazz. The OED is disappointingly blunt: “Origin
unknown.” Its first citation dates from 1926, in Melody Maker, but like Topsy, the word seems to have jes’ grew. Over
the next day I would find myself experimentally repeating the mysterious little
monosyllable, a word at once moist and nugget-like, a juicy stone. For a while
I couldn’t squeeze enough pleasure from it. Then I spit it out like a
watermelon seed. Shakespeare turned solitary talk into sublime expression – the
soliloquy: “Words, words, words.”
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