“They have
to go more miles to walk in nature. Traditions of authority being gone, their
relations to adults are too personal. They live in an environment making for a
fragmented and frantic sensibility. Their natural docility is frustrated by
premature freedom. Their sense of rights turns desires into demands. Their
relations to the opposite sex are at once too immediate and too denatured by
new social constraints. They see principles of conduct turned into calculi of
convenience. They have the high-tech means for miraculously broad and speedy
communication, but their expressive capacities are stunted.”
In Witness (1952), Whittaker Chambers
describes his final meeting with Alger Hiss, shortly before Christmas 1938.
Chambers had left the Communist Party earlier that year, and he and his family
are alone, poor and afraid. He tells Hiss he expects Christmas to be bleak.
But a sort of miracle occurs:
“My mother came to spend the holidays with us and with her
the spirit of Christmas entered the house. Our friends, everybody who knew
about us, and by then such people were more numerous, seemed to have had the
children in mind too. Presents for them began to arrive by mail. On Christmas
Eve, we heaped them under the tree, which glittered with the ornaments of my
childhood Christmases, fragile birds, spikes, horns, bunches of grapes, now
practically unobtainable because the only people who really know how to blow
them, the Germans, have been blown by the century into chaos.”
It is Chambers’ son’s first Christmas, “the first in which he was old
enough to take a conscious part.” Here is the scene, one familiar to many of us: “He padded downstairs
early on Christmas morning and stopped short before the tree. But it was not
the tree that had stopped him. His grandmother had given him a gaily painted
wagon filled with big, bright-colored wooden blocks. It stood unwrapped under the
tree. He simply stared at it. We smiled encouragement to him. `For me?’ he
asked incredulous. For, in the presence of such benefaction, the act of belief
was too much for him.”
Chambers
has made the most momentous decision of his life, and now he must live with its
repercussions. It feels like his first Christmas, too, and he tells his
children the Christmas story: “Bethlehem, I told
them, is our hearts.”
1 comment:
A beautiful post - happy Christmas Patrick!
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