I
bought the day’s New York Times from
the newsstand on the first floor of the Albany County Courthouse, and rode the
elevator to the third floor where my newspaper had an office. My beat was courts.
The room was narrow, shabby, high-ceilinged and dim, and I generally preferred
writing in the main office out in the suburbs. It was Dec. 3 and already cold
in upstate New York. The steam radiator banged away as usual without producing
much heat. I looked at the Times and
learned Philip Larkin was dead. I have few site-specific memories of where I
was when I’ve learned of the deaths of public figures – JFK, Louis Armstrong,
Bill Evans – but none is so detailed in sense impressions as Larkin’s. I remember
the cracks in the wall and the checkerboard linoleum.
For
an American, my love of Larkin is of longstanding. I knew little of his private
life, and nothing revealed since his death has surprised or offended me. We’re big
boys and girls, well-versed in our own failings, so nothing human ought to
shock us. The publication two years ago of James Booth’s Philip Larkin: Life, Art and Love has helped correct the P.C.-driven
post-mortem caricature of the poet that still prevails. “There is, of course,
no requirement that poets should be likeable or virtuous,” Booth writes, adding,
“Larkin’s negative public image is built neither on his poetry nor on the
evidence of those who knew him well.” Read cold and without prejudice, his best
poems are evidence of an extraordinarily gifted, witty, sensitive poet and man.
If we are honest, we concede that few writers know us so well. In “Larkin’s
Voice” (ed. Dale Salwak, Philip Larkin:
The Man and His Work, 1989), the American poet X.J. Kennedy gets him just
right:
"Unlike
the typical American Orphic bard of the moment, Larkin never says, `Behold! I
am one hell of a brilliant visionary, and my life is the most important thing
in the world – admire me, damn you, or die.’ By contrast, the voice of Larkin,
modest and clear and scrupulous, is that of a man who sees himself as just a
bit silly. . . . In the end, I think, we love Larkin for admitting to a quality
we recognize in ourselves – a certain dull contentment with our lives, for all
their ignobility.”
I
remember reading Leonard Garment’s memoir Crazy
Rhythm not long after it was published in 1997. As a young man he had played
tenor saxophone and clarinet in Woody Herman’s band, but is remembered as an
adviser to President Nixon, and his special counsel during the final two years
of his administration. That a professional jazz musician (and a Democrat) could
eventually advise a troubled president is sufficient reason to read his book,
but Garment’s closing paragraphs are what I remember best. I’ll transcribe them
without context:
“All
of us were aging; but all of us were made happy, for a moment immortal, by the
sense of completeness and love in the house.
“Philip
Larkin had something to say about this [Garment quotes “Long Sight In Age”]:
“`They
say eyes clear with age,
As
dew clarifies air
To
sharpen evenings,
As
if time put an edge
Round
the last shape of things
To
show them there;
The
many-levelled trees,
The
long soft tides of grass
Wrinkling
away the gold
Wind-ridden
waves- all these,
They
say, come back to focus
As
we grow old.’
“In
the middle of the journey, as Larkin knew more than most, we find ourselves in
dark woods where the right path seems lost. But even so melancholy a poet saw
for a prophetic moment that at the end of the confusion there is sometimes a
clearing in whose sunlight things appear more distinct and precious than ever
before.”
Larkin
died on this date, Dec. 2, in 1985.
2 comments:
Beautiful, Mr. Kurp. Beautiful. Thank you very much. In the midst of a difficult period in my life this morning, this provides a moment of and a path toward clarity.
Someone needed to bleed the air out of that radiator. I bet it is still like that.
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