This month in the North we learned to look forward to the mid-winter thaw. Much of the snow would melt and you could smell the earth again, the mineral-rich scent of slow-motion decomposition. Winter’s clampdown, of course, would return in a day or a week. Depending on your temperament, the thaw represented nature’s tease or a happy foretaste of spring. Philip Larkin finished writing “Coming” (The Less Deceived, 1955), originally titled “February,” on this date, February 25, in 1950:
“On longer evenings,
Light, chill and yellow,
Bathes the serene
Foreheads of houses.
A thrush sings,
Laurel-surrounded
In the deep bare garden,
Its fresh-peeled voice
Astonishing the brickwork.
It will be spring soon –
And I, whose childhood
Is a forgotten boredom,
Feel like a child
Who comes on a scene
Of adult reconciling,
And can understand nothing
But the unusual laughter,
And starts to be happy.”
Even those of us who live largely
denatured lives, buffered by comfort, remote from the strictures of the natural
world, remain tethered to seasonal change. Larkin, no nature poet in the soppy
sense, hears the song of the thrush (Hardy’s?) -- “It will be spring soon, / It
will be spring soon” – and “starts to be happy.” Happiness is never Larkin’s emotional
default mode, of course, but neither is it absent. The fourth line of the
second stanza recalls the well-known phrase in “Dockery and Son”: “Life is
first boredom, then fear.” And yet, in “Coming,” despite “a forgotten boredom,”
he recalls an inchoate sense of happiness from childhood. In The Rambler
on this date, February 25, in 1752, Dr. Johnson writes:
"Thus every period of life
is obliged to borrow its happiness from the time to come. In youth we have
nothing past to entertain us, and in age, we derive little from retrospect but
hopeless sorrow. Yet the future likewise has its limits, which the imagination
dreads to approach, but which we see to be not far distant.”
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