My youngest son finished reading Marilynne Robinson’s 2004 novel Gilead and texted me a favorite passage you can find on pages 27-28. It’s lengthy and has to do with water, Ludwig Feuerbach and the value of paying attention. The Rev. John Ames remembers noticing a young couple while he walks to church one day. The rain has stopped and the man reaches up to shake a dripping branch – “plain exuberance” -- soaking the woman. Ames thinks she is angered by her hair and clothing getting wet, but he's wrong:
“It was a
beautiful thing to see, like something from a myth. I don’t know why I thought
of that now, except perhaps because it is easy to believe in such moments that
water was made primarily for blessing, and only secondarily for growing
vegetables or doing the wash. I wish I had paid more attention to it. My list
of regrets may seem unusual, but who can know that they are, really. This is an
interesting planet. It deserves all the attention you can give it.”
An elderly
Congregationalist pastor in Iowa in 1956, Ames is one of the most attractive
characters in American fiction. His voice carries the novel, written in the
form of a long memoir-like letter to his seven-year-old son. Ames regrets not
paying sufficient attention to creation – a regret many of us share. Such attentiveness
– call it curiosity or engagement with our surrounding -- is a form of reverence
and gratitude, and likewise an admission of willful ignorance: we learn little
when we ignore our world. There’s so much more we might know had we been paying
attention. The concluding two sentences are the essence of the passage David
shared with me.
Collected in
her 2018 collection What Are We Doing
Here? is the essay “Grace and Beauty.” Robinson’s thinking is by nature
metaphorical. She begins with an observation from physics and applies it to
human understanding and its place in creation:
“The fact is
that I have begun to feel both intrigued and comforted by the thought of everything
we do not know, which is almost everything. The 95 percent of the mass of the
universe that is dark matter holds the galaxies together, so they say. It is
like a parable, this aloof and unknowable power sustaining us, the patron, so
to speak, of the
spangled
heavens, which are so grand to our sight, and baubles when the universe is
thought of whole.”
There are at
least two ways to look at ignorance. It can be entrenched, second nature, or the result of a difficult
life. It can be prideful. In the vernacular it’s carelessly used as a synonym
for stupidity, but intelligent people, too, are ignorant of many things. No one
is an absolute polymath. Think of ignorance as the absence of knowledge. I am
ignorant of Sanskrit and the rules that govern football. Then there’s a sense
in which all humans are ignorant. We are surrounded by mysteries that defy the
tools available to us, science and religion. Robinson goes on contemplating dark matter:
“Whatever it is, it is utterly unlike the matter that is familiar to us, so I have read. How excellent it is that anything could be so unforeseen. And just as excellent, and fully as remarkable, that humankind has managed to catch a glimpse of it. Increasingly, I think of the mind and the universe as one great system, and the unknown and uncomprehended in their infinite variety as sutures, fontanels, that accommodate the growth of human awareness. I’m thinking of the sutures in the skull, of course, that foresee and permit the great expansion of the brain unique to our species.”
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