A reader asks for impressions of Texas, a place she, a lifelong Northerner, has never visited. Twenty years ago last month I saw Texas for the first time, and the first surprise, seen from the air, was abundant greenery. I was expecting desert and tumbleweeds. Houston is dense with trees, especially oaks. Our neighborhood is Oak Forest, and for once that’s more than developer’s hyperbole. The day I arrived in 2004 I met Kinky Friedman, whose car had stalled and I helped push.
Here’s a vast generality: Texas, or at least
Houston, is a notably friendly place, a compound of Southern hospitality and
Mexican graciousness. Our mailman, my barber, various librarians and even
neighbors have become friends. I routinely have conversations, usually polite, with
people I’m unlikely to meet ever again. Every day I hear a veritable Finnegans Wake of languages other than
English.
The weather is difficult. As I write, the
temperature is ninety-one degrees and the air is cloyingly humid. The hurricane season officially
started on Saturday and won’t be over
until November 1. I miss winter, snow and the rhythm of demarcated seasons. Like
New Jersey and Arkansas, Texas is a punch-line state. Up north you can get a laugh
in certain crowds just by saying “Texas,” and Texans take pride in that and
call it envy. I came here with the customary load of Texas prejudices and snobberies,
most of which I’ve shed.
Jorge Luis Borges first visited the United States
in 1961, when he lectured as a visiting professor at the University of Texas in
Austin. He returned several times and in 1967 wrote a sonnet, “Texas” (trans.
Mark Strand):
“Here too.
Here as at the other
Edge of the
hemisphere, an endless plain
Where a
man’s cry dies a lonely death.
Here too the
Indian, the lasso, the wild horse.
Here too the
bird that never shows itself,
That sings
for the memory of one evening
Over the
rumblings of history;
Here too the
mystic alphabet of stars
leading my
pen over the page to names
Not swept
aside in the continual
Labyrinth of
Days: San Jacinto
And that
other Thermopylae, the Alamo.
Here too,
the never understood,
Anxious, and
brief affair that is life.”
I’m not a
booster of the state. I just don’t like stereotypes.
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