I’ve just learned of the suicide of a woman I knew casually a long time ago. Such news is always unsettling, as though a fundamental law of nature had been violated. Given what we know of the person, and it may be very little, we apply her circumstances to our own and conclude, “There had to be another way.” But there wasn’t. Such events remind us of our ignorance, our lack of insight into the lives of others, even those we think we know well. Thirteen year ago a friend drove to the top of a hospital parking garage and jumped – an act that seemed utterly antithetical to his nature, or what I had confidently concluded was his nature. I know the common explanations – depression, alcoholism, money troubles. That doesn’t help.
In his poems, Edwin Arlington Robinson tends to obliquely hint at suicide, as in “Luke Havergal,” “The Growth of ‘Lorraine,’” and “The Man Against the Sky.” Only in his most famous poem, “Richard Cory,” does he bluntly describe it. In “How Annandale Went Out,” the cause of death is ambiguous, as was the death of his eldest brother, Dean, a doctor addicted to laudanum who may have purposely overdosed. In “The Mill” (The Three Taverns, 1920), Robinson reminds us that his earliest serious writing was prose fiction, and he remained a storyteller in verse:
“The
miller's wife had waited long,
The
tea was cold, the fire was dead;
And there
might yet be nothing wrong
‘There
are no millers any more,’
Was
all that she had heard him say;
And he had
lingered at the door
So
long that it seemed yesterday.
“Sick with a
fear that had no form
She
knew that she was there at last;
And in the
mill there was a warm
And
mealy fragrance of the past.
What else
there was would only seem
To
say again what he had meant;
And
what was hanging from a beam
Would not have
heeded where she went.
“And if she
thought it followed her,
She
may have reasoned in the dark
That one way
of the few there were
Would
hide her and would leave no mark:
Black water,
smooth above the weir
Like
starry velvet in the night,
Though ruffled
once, would soon appear
The
same as ever to the sight.”
As technology changes, as workers are unable to adapt to new circumstances and their skills are no longer needed, some disappear – a reality that seems remarkably pertinent today: “There are no millers any more.” Robinson was born on this date, December 22, in 1869 and died at age sixty-five in 1935.
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