He
was shorter than I expected and when he climbed out of the cab he was still
talking to the driver – about baseball, I learned. The conversation lasted a
minute or two after David had paid the fare. Only then did he turn around to
greet me. I’ve never known D.G. Myers to be at a loss for words. Some expansive
talkers are merely filling vacuums with ego-gas. David seemed to have a surplus
of ideas that required frequent venting. For three and a half years I’d been
reading A Commonplace Blog and his sometimes daily emails, collaborating with
him on such online projects as “Best American Fiction, 1968–1998” and “The
Function of Book Blogging at the Present Time” (both David’s ideas), and indulging
in protracted bull sessions on the telephone, but this was the first time I had
met him in person.
My
next surprise was his limp and the accompanying cane. This was March 2012, in
the parking lot of a Mexican restaurant in Houston, and David had been diagnosed
five years earlier with metastatic prostate cancer. Typically, his illness
provided a ready-made bond: Both of us were devoted to the work of L.E.
Sissman, the American poet laureate of cancer, dying and death. From the start
I had been struck by the readerly enthusiasms we shared: Ronald Knox, Janet
Lewis, Stanley Elkin, Whittaker Chambers, J.V. Cunningham, Peter De Vries, A.J.
Liebling, Nabokov, and so forth. Not that we were always simpatico. David loved
sports and the literature of sports, especially baseball and football. I had
decided in third grade that nothing was more boring. He could write admiringly
of Philip K. Dick, who never once wrote an interesting sentence, but I enjoy
the Parker novels of Donald Westlake (dba Richard Stark), and David thought
they were nihilistic trash. His opinions never intimidated me; only that he was
more articulate in expressing them than I could ever be. David always insisted
I was a critic, a charge I’ve always vehemently denied. I don’t possess a
sliver of his analytical skills, but he was often good at making you feel more
intelligent than you truly are.
When
David arrived on the scene in 2008, in the bookish precincts of the
blogosphere, he promptly pissed off and intimidated a lot of people simply by
pointing out their dishonesty, ignorance, narcissism, bad writing and thinking
and, in some cases, anti-Semitism. He never let politeness get in the way of
truth. With time, David fine-tuned my literary conscience. While writing, I
found myself sometimes wondering: What would David have to say about this? We shared a fondness for the Yvor Winters
admonition: “Write little; do it well.” I admired his audacity and fearlessness
in making judgments and his indifference to fashion and correctness, political
and otherwise. I came to rely on his judgment in matters other than the
strictly literary. During that visit to Houston in 2012, David gave me the
Library of America edition of Henry James’ criticism of American and English
writers. James was a writer who suited
David – a thinker who never hobbled a story with mere thinking. Collected in
the volume is James’ 1885 review of a biography of George Eliot, who had died
five years earlier. James makes Eliot, one of his literary mentors, sound like
David Myers, one of mine:
“The
great foundation, to begin with, was there—the magnificent mind, vigorous,
luminous, and eminently sane. To her intellectual vigour, her immense facility,
her exemption from cerebral lassitude, her letters and journals bear the most
copious testimony. Her daily stint of arduous reading and writing was of the
largest. Her ability, as one may express it in the most general way, was
astonishing, and it belonged to every season of her long [not long enough] and
fruitful career. Her passion for study encountered no impediment, but was able
to make everything feed and support it. The extent and variety of her knowledge
is by itself a résumé of an existence which triumphed wherever it wished. Add
to this an immense special talent, which, as soon as it tries its wings, is
found to be capable of the highest, longest flights, and brings back great
material rewards. George Eliot of course had drawbacks and difficulties,
physical infirmities, constant liabilities to headache, dyspepsia, and other
illness, to deep depression, to despair about her work; but these jolts of the
chariot were small in proportion to the impetus acquired, and were hardly
greater than was necessary for reminding her of the secret of all ambitious
workers in the field of art--that effort, effort, always effort, is the only
key of success.”
David’s
efforts are at an end. As old Artur Sammler says in one of David’s favorite
novels: “Wherever you looked, or tried to look, there were the late. It took
some getting used to.”
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