“Never
in my life have I written to make money. I’ve never written to add to
education. I’ve never written to increase culture. I’ve never wanted to improve
the world. I’ve only wanted to get the words onto paper. I’ve had an affair – a
literary affair – with an artist
(that is to say, my subject) and all I’ve wanted to do was to help our baby be
born.”
The
theme sounded repeatedly by Cardus in Autobiography
(1947) is lifelong vigorous enjoyment in life and art. His spirit is refreshingly
free of self-pity, remorse and morbid navel-gazing. He is a Dickensian figure, always
alert and energized, and the writer he cites most often is Dickens. He grew up
poor and his formal education ended at age thirteen. Cardus describes himself,
surprisingly, as “a born introvert.” He says:
“Any
extrovert is for me the last word in tedium; and the tedium of externality is
life’s most searching trial. The objective everyday universe is only so much material
for my sensibility or imagination to play upon; and sheer `play’ it must be at
times, as much as a more austere occupation. Humour is a necessary salt, and
without a corrective of cynicism all seems foolishness and callow.”
There
follows a self-revealing passage in which Cardus seemingly inverts the meanings
of introversion and extraversion, almost coining new words:
“I
cannot make mere acquaintances either in life or the arts. If I do not feel
some manifestation of love I cannot enter that world where awareness of self
dwindles. My belief is that happiness comes only when the ego is absorbed into
a state of being that transcends primary self….Egoism, like patriotism, is a
good thing only if it can lose itself in love that goes beyond self and finds a
greater, because less restricted self.”
This
should not be confused with will-o-the-wisp psycho-babble. Rather, it suggests
a common-sensical recipe for life and reminds me of Theodore Dalrymple’s observation: “As I tell my patients, much to their surprise — for it is not a
fashionable view — it is far more important to be able to lose yourself than to
find yourself.” Cardus adds: “My point is that a glass of wine is best drunk
with one’s thoughts on the bouquet, the ritual of drinking rather than on
thirst or a personal craving for liquor.” It’s useful to note that “gusto” is rooted in gustare, “to taste, take a little of.”
[I
first became aware of Terry Teachout, linking the name with the writing, with
this 1995 Wall Street Journal piece on the pianist Roger Kellaway.]
2 comments:
Yes Cardus seems rather confused in his definitions of extra and introversion. Surely losing "itself in love that goes beyond self" is the very definition of extraversion! Extraversion means to turn outside yourself doesn't it? I think he coined a very personal use of introversion.
Also "gustare" means more than taste. In Spanish, as I'm sure you know, living in Texas me gustar means it pleases me, so there is definitely an element of relish in gusto.
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