“By
understanding I understand diligence
and
attention, appropriately understood
as
actuated self-knowledge, a daily acknowledgement
of
what is owed the dead.”
Seasoned
readers carry in their mental libraries a generous anthology of poems honoring departed
forebears, starting, in my case, with Auden’s “At the Grave of Henry James.” My
newest entry is Henry Taylor’s “At the Grave of E.A. Robinson” (Understanding Fiction: Poems, 1986-1996,
1996):
“Decades
of vague intention drifted by
before
I brought small thanks for your large voice–
a
bunch of hothouse blooms and Queen Anne’s lace
and
four lines from `The Man Against the Sky.’
My
poems, whatever they do, will not repay
the
debt they owe to yours, so I let pass
a
swift half hour, watching the wind distress
the
fringes of my fragile, doomed bouquet.
“I
beg your pardon, sir. You understood
what
use there is in standing here like this,
speaking
to one who hears as well as stone;
yet
though no answer comes, it does me good
to
sound aloud, above your resting place,
hard
accents I will carry to my own.”
Robinson
is buried in Oakwood Cemetery in Gardiner, Maine, his childhood home and the
model for his fictional Tilbury Town. The poem Taylor mentions, “The Man Against the Sky,” was published by Robinson in 1916 in a collection of the same
name. The speaker sees the title character and speculates on his identity, and contemplates
both suicide and the possibility of faith: “All comes to Nought,— / If there be
nothing after Now, / And we be nothing anyhow, / And we know that,—why live?”
The poem’s faintest offering of hope comes some eighty lines earlier:
“Where
was he going, this man against the sky?
You
know not, nor do I.
But
this we know, if we know anything:
That
we may laugh and fight and sing
And
of our transience here make offering
To
an orient Word that will not be erased,
Or,
save in incommunicable gleams
Too
permanent for dreams,
Be
found or known.”
This
is why Taylor acknowledges that visiting Robinson’s grave and addressing “one
who hears as well as stone,” despite its common-sense futility, “does me good.”
Taylor is making a contract with the dead, upholding his end of the bargain. He
is also closing another circle and silently returning to his own apprenticeship
as a poet. In Taylor’s first collection, The
Horse Show at Midnight (Louisiana State University Press, 1966), he
includes “Things Not Solved Though Tomorrow Came,” which carries an epigraph
from Robinson, “four lines from `The Man Against the Sky’”:
“For
whether lighted over ways that save,
Or
lured from all repose,
If
he go on too far to find a grave,
Mostly
alone he goes.”
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