Sunday, March 31, 2019

'Walking One More Patrol'

“It became the Chinese New Year never forgotten by any Vietnamese or American who was there. The question ‘Where were you at Tet?’ could refer only to January 30, 1968, and the weeks that followed.”

Among the Americans arriving in Vietnam in the weeks that followed, a time known as the Tet Offensive, was a young Marine and future poet, R.L. Barth. His brother recently found two poems Bob wrote in the late 1970’s “which I had not only lost but had completely disremembered having written.” He has published them in Thirteen Months (Epigrammist Press, 2019) a pamphlet that includes, in addition, five epigrams devoted to the war. The title refers to the length of Bob’s tour in Vietnam. The first of the salvaged poems, “Letter from a Staging Area,” is subtitled “arriving in-country, February 1968,” and includes these lines:

“But there I was:
Asleep one minute, stumbling to war the next.
Suspended in impacted time,
I waited, hearing all too sharply
The thump and crash, the pings as smaller pieces
Of shrapnel hit tin bulkheads. What was it like?
Like suddenly the true Platonic forms
Shredded the shadows?”

Here is the other recovered poem, “A Letter from the World,” subtitled “March 1969”:

“You’ll never come in from your last patrol.
Down to six spades—your short-time calendar—
You count long rations left, each fighting hole,
Certain you know exactly where you are

“When your reflections snap from dwindling days
To clean clothes, women, loafing, and cold beer.
And yet that reverie indulged betrays
The horrors you contain; and once back here,

“As you’ll discover, you must sleep at night,
Walking one more patrol; relearn, in bed,
Paddies, jungle, fear, till with the first light
You’re oily with the rancor of the dead.”

On the front of the chapbook Bob has written:

"Patrick,
here’s a small group of poems I put
together to ‘celebrate,’ or at least
to acknowledge, the 50th anniversary
of my departure from the RVN
Bob
14 iii, ’19”  

[The lines quoted at the top are from Vietnam: An Epic Tragedy, 1945-1975 (2018) by Max Hastings.]

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