On this
date, March 30, in 1751, Dr. Johnson wrote in The Rambler #108:
“Many of our
hours are lost in a rotation of petty cares, in a constant recurrence of the
same employments; many of our provisions for ease or happiness are always
exhausted by the present day; and a great part of our existence serves no other
purpose than that of enabling us to enjoy the rest.”
Something in
that opening phrase tickled a muted memory: “petty cares.” Most of our cares
are petty, a fact we realize only retrospectively. Lives are squandered on
fretting. I traced the echo of Johnson’s phrase to an email my friend David Myers sent me on May 9, 2013, a little more than sixteen months before his
death from cancer:
“I’ve been
thinking how much of life is absorbed with `small cares’ that seem
overwhelmingly important at the time--or at least disabling--which are
forgotten in the sequel: the headaches, stomach aches, the traffic jams, the
appointments which are late. Do these take up the majority of our time? They
almost never make it into literature, and in fact literature seems an
unstinting propaganda on behalf of the dramatic occurrences of human life. I
may try to write about the `small cares,’ but I'm not sure yet what I want to
say.”
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